DILEMMA !

recently i;ve been questioning what it is that i want to do with my life. i used to be so certain.

i remember in year 10 walking around the park with my mum telling her i decided that i wanted to do psychology, all i wanted was to study psychology, it interested me so much knowing how the brain worked & why people learnt the way they did or the things they do. i remember jumping around from excitement knowing that i was one of the few in my year who knew exactly what they wanted as a career.

by year twelve as i was enrolling into all the universities, i discovered a new love. the love of trees, knowing how the world worked & wanting to save it. launching out of the main tisc universities i sent an application to notre dame to do a bachelor of behavioural science, a degree i could later add another onto. i was accepted into notre dame, i went and then added a bachelor of science majoring in environmental management.

i;ve currently done two years, having deferred one year.

these last 6 months though, while working in hospitality & living out of home i;ve started questioning what i want, what i want to do with my life, what it is that i want to achieve ? i;ve found a new love, hospitality, well namely cafe;s. i;d love to run my own cafe, it;d be full of succulents, inside & out & it would be the most 'fully sick' cafe.

so now these are my options;

• continuing my double degree
• going to a real good place to learn how to make good coffee, leading to barista work
• going to tafe to study business
• continuing to work at that 'funky, quirky, fun' burger bar & saving money to open up a new cafe
• continuing making an epic collection of succulents (obviously that;s happening regardless) (they;re soon going to be errywhere & i mean errywhere)

so, the thing is i guess really i want to do it all but how do i do it ? which do i want to do more than the other ? i want to make music also because i love doing it & you know what, i;m really good at it. maybe i should work & make music & save money & live the epic lifestyle & do a certificate in business at tafe while becoming a barista & then open up a cafe which will contain a collection of succulents ? ah the dilemma;s of life.